Felt bad, looked too old and I was certain my time or what ever the hell this bullshit is was about over. All I had going for me was I kind of thought you can not waste or screw up something you did not ask for in the first place. Something told not to worry about anything that was most likely bullshit or anything I feared losing because I feared the consequences of not having it far too much it . I told this to some old woman far older than even me, for surely she felt the same awful way I did . Hell, she kicked me in the balls and said I was boot to life, a baby . She asked me how long was I out of my diapers. She screamed at my tearful face and said self pity was worse than scum . She told me I was lucky to be so young and that she was about to kick my butt , because that where my brains were, but she said she did have the time to do it properly. As the really old bitch skipped away in her wedding dress, she said she was sending her mom back to do a proper job of kicking my ass after their double wedding. I guess I am not only young but in love as well .I wonder if the young bitch would marry me if I grow up some and if her new husband ever leaves her. I realize it is all ageless and that is why all is not bullshit.